So Many Decisions

I am getting married next week and I am really starting to rethink the whole ordeal. I don’t feel that I am ready to take the next step in life and make this big of a commitment. It just seems to crazy. I used to be a single man, a no strings attachedĀ fuck buddy man and one of the funnest guys around until I got with my fiance. I love her a lot it’s just that I miss my old life and how simple it was. Now is the time where I do need to make adult decisions, but I don’t know if this decision is one I am ready to make just yet. I know it would kill her if I called it off so I really need to sit down and rack my brain about what I am going to do. If I cancel the wedding, I also kill off our relationship completely.

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